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wtf!?  yo I had one of the craziest dreams 2 days ago.  For the entire duration of my sleep I was dreaming about sniffing coke.  Never wanting to try coke I dont have first hand experience in the subject matter.  I have however heard from people (whose names will not be disclosed) how it felt and what it was like.  Anyways in this crazy ass dream of mine, I was just all up into it, first just scooping with a finger tip and putting it to my nose.  It was like ambrosia, after that I just couldnt help myself.  Lines of coke, eight balls, it all ended w/ my head in this humongous (scene out of scarface) pile of coke.  I just could not stop.  The crazy thing is the dream felt so real that when I woke up I was wondering if I ever did coke.  What the hell could this mean?  Have I been a coke head in a previous life?  Too much Scarface?  Could I actually be a coke head?  Do I have a split personality on which strives on coke that I did not know about?  How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?  We may never know.

 Not Forgiven, Not Forgotten, Never Will.

     oh man, what a great day.  Didnt sleep after work last night, stayed up all night and then went to work half an hour late.  Afterwhich I went to Planet Fitness on my brother's membership, did half an hour of cardio and various machine type benches, curls and squats.  That was a nice lil 2 hours.  Then after that I went onto the CSI campus w/ a couple of friends to play handball.  The weather; superb.  My shirt was soaked in sweat and later on the handball court drenched in water. 
     On the way home I witnessed something very disturbing.  Arden Avenue right before the turn into the King Kullen Plaza, a kitten ran onto the road.  The minivan in front of me swerved a bit and braked hard.  The kitten ran right under it.  From where I was on the road I thought I saw the kitten pass through safely.  Oh man was I wrong the back left tire of the minivan ran over the kitten, I had thought the kitten was a goner but, to my surprise and disgust the tire ran over the kitten's rear, I can't be quite sure which part was hit but it looked like both his/her hind legs were mangled and it tried to crawl away with its front legs to no avail.  It was moving in a circular motion clockwise.  The sight was too gruesome for me to bear, I turned into the King Kullen Plaza with awe and disgust plastered on my face.  well it's dinner time hit me up.